10/17

Long overdue reflection of my life.

I’ve been going through a breakup that happened a while back. I never had time to really think about it until now. I watched my ex boyfriend slowly fall out of love of me. My worst fear of being in a relationship- opening up your true self only to have another person reject the chaos in myself. Being with him was the loneliest, saddest, most heart throbbing experience I’ve ever lived. To be with someone so close to you yet never felt understood or appreciated. As if the more of myself he saw, the less there is to love about. Oh heartbreaks…